My First NaNoWriMo – A Tale of Healing!
If you ask the Dayton, Ohio, NaNo group, those who know me
likely consider me a prolific writer. I
can hammer out seven hundred words in a fifteen-minute word war and have little
problem writing fifty thousand words in less than three weeks. I'm focused and intense, man!
But I didn't always live in Dayton. For the previous three years before my first
NaNo, I lived in Miami, Florida. It was
the most consistently miserable time in my adult life. I felt trapped, I didn't have many friends, I
didn't want to go anywhere. While I was
in Miami, I finished a couple of short stories, but that's all. Prolific?
Pshaw. I'd be lucky to write at
all in the course of a month. I was
seriously concerned that I had lost the ability to write, lost the magic that
allowed me to express myself in words, and was trying to adjust to the idea
that I wasn't a writer, after all. It
was a rough adjustment because I didn't want to make it. I loved writing. It had defined me as a person since I was a
kid! Since almost before I can remember,
I wanted to be a writer, and I have worked to hone my craft. For those three years, I was in and out of
dark moods brought on by my inability to write, and when I did it was dark
stuff indeed.
Then, Ohio. I didn't
know anyone and went to a NaNo kickoff party.
I sat there awkwardly, not knowing what to do, really, other than
write. But before the end of the kickoff
party, I had been invited to an afterparty.
Many of the people that were at that initial meeting became lasting
friends.
Even better, I could write.
The floodgates were open. After
three years of almost no productivity, I wrote seventy-five thousand words in a
month. The magic was back as if it had
never gone, or even had grown stronger in its time away.
NaNoWriMo restored me to myself. The fears that I wasn't a writer evaporated
in the warmth that the people there gave me, without being asked for it,
without even knowing they were doing it.
I will always love NaNo and the alchemy of experience that brought my
art back to life.
Kit Bradley
NaNoWriMo name: swordandlion
2016 NaNo Project: editing Lord Goblin novels
I'm so happy you rediscovered your talent. Thank you for sharing your story. And happy writing!
ReplyDeleteSo glad you came to that kick-off party! The community of Nanowrimo is a welcoming and safe place. Love our #DaytonWrimos, they're are an awesome & fun bunch. Thank you for sharing and for having Tippy's back.
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